ODE to Myself

[Kendrick 4,714]

Wait what? Why write about myself? Well quite frankly I'm writing an ode to myself for a couple reasons. If you have noticed any difference in me its because of a few things. I do not suffer at the hands of some PTSD after seeing some specialists out on business trips in a couple cities. I recently bought a house in a small neighbourhood and I have now been able to gain a foundation for what I believe is a very solid life. Those who know me have seen me as a helpful dude, but somewhat argumentative at times. With a different outlook and a slight change in way of thinking (but still competitive as hell), things have changed a bit for me. I work 10 minutes from home and recently started training with a former AHL player (only cardio-wise though). So here is a non-alcoholic beer glass raised to me! You'll probably see me get back to praising some of the others members around the league next week. Who will it be?

[Devise 4,475]

Awesome to hear you take a corner on the PTSD, that shit can mess you up, so glad you feel confident some of it is behind you. You may be a bit more quiet since returning but FWIW I've enjoyed reading your stuff since you returned. That so many older members like yourself have been able to find a place to be competitive here while lives obviously mature and grow has been a pretty pleasant surprise.

[Kendrick 4,714]

On 7/20/2020 at 1:48 PM, Devise said:

Awesome to hear you take a corner on the PTSD, that shit can mess you up, so glad you feel confident some of it is behind you. You may be a bit more quiet since returning but FWIW I've enjoyed reading your stuff since you returned. That so many older members like yourself have been able to find a place to be competitive here while lives obviously mature and grow has been a pretty pleasant surprise.

Thanks Ryan, appreciate the support. Life gives us so many things you can view as curveballs or view as simply a pitch. You can swing if you want, I have swung and struck out many times. Past sim league happenings don't haunt me because I'm true to myself, but also recognizing I've wronged some people in the past.