Feeling guilty...

[Mr Bohannan 114]

The start of the season was good for Mexico City Kings and also for Matt. But lately the team has struck a loosing streak instead of a winning one and that bothered Matt a lot. Someone who fought for the top positions not just in team, but in the whole league, he felt like the burden of making sore that the team wins was on his shoulders. It might sound ignorant and very solo based, but it wasn't all that. It was not like he wanted to score all the goals, not at all, he wanted to lead by example and if he had a bad game he felt guilty about it, guilty about not being able to give the team mates the example, lead the team. He knew he was not the captain and it was captains job to keep the team motivated, but he also knew that when he can show up for the game and set up a good play or even score it boosts the teams morale and gives them drive and for those reasons he felt guilty about the loosing streak that the team was having and was determined to break it.