Motivation

[Mr Bohannan 114]

After the playoffs and the award shows Matt kind of fell of the tracks. Having such a good run which probably will be his best season for many seasons to come, the fact that he ended up with nothing, not even recognition from the judges in the award show, hit hard and Matt lost his motivation. With the changes in league and the training routines getting more demanding and harder, he started to lose the will to put him self out there and fight for anything. He felt like when it comes to the award shows then it is just game of popularity and when it comes to the games then it is just unpredictive, so there are no guarantees. The time to prove himself is over and Matt believes that he did prove himself, just without no benefit to it and with a very little impact on his future. Now Matt is waiting for the start of the next season to see how will he stand against the last seasons performance and can he even be close to the same results. Maybe then his motivation might return, but for now it is quite low.