book of speed (R)

[diacope 1,696]

dancalot diaries (agent aka ashley)
book of speed - falling in reverse  
"driving past the speed limit, ditched plans and a brand new attitude"

 

i can't say it's been easy driving my way through my first sim season in a long time, but i learned a ton of things along the way from plenty of different sources, even if some of them didn't want me to succeed from a rocky past. i went from being a gibberish writer to a member tuned up to be more active in the end, still keeping some of my rules along the way. i know sometimes i may do a few things differently, so it may be hard to follow everything i say, but my intention has always been to put my teammates first and bullshit second. i'm always open to questions if people don't understand or follow my movements. 
the beginning of my career may not have been the perfect run as a returning player; who cares? earning points is beyond me; it's the experience and growing as a person i'm after; it's nice to feel part of something again. gotta give me some credit though, three weeks without weed and i've been writing a lot without a grammar checker!

 

anyway, recently, after a resilient run through the season on schedule, updating at the start of weeks, and fitting myself into every group possible until nobody could take it, you can say I drove past the speed limit. that's why i'm going in reverse now and slowing down to figure out my next steps. you may never see me as active as before, but the TPE will be there. it would have been cool to see what my brain had in store for the 200-mph gauge.
i guess any increased activity from me will depend on whether my team needs posts or i get a job. ditching plans isn't a bad thing, though; it's the missing piece i needed to include in my mindframe to move onto my next task and not worry too much. with all that being said, insert my new attitude after recent events, and without too much sass, stay away or get stabbed; no more being too nice when the next chapter of my career begins. the stabbing is metaphorical; i just won't respond. expect to see less enthusiasm in my posts if we don't know each other either. obviously, stay close to the people i know i can trust, but becoming an audience member is the new goal. i will use my extra time to do better things with my kindness, and maybe even take time to enjoy myself more.

thanks again to everybody for being nice and letting me cook. time for me to try some of your series out, sit back, and eat some popcorn. also, thanks to the people who hated my content, it helped just as much. now it'll be a lot easier to choose where my player decides she wants to play and what kind of content i should make, when i feel like doing it.

 

one more song for good times sake

 

Edited July 18 by diacope