I have purpose *warning a lot of swear words*

[AJW 2,157]

What drives me to be the best?

 

Every morning I wake up at 7:30am, I leave the house by 8am and I'm on the field kicking footballs by 9am. 1130am comes, practice ends and we head to lunch, which quickly leads to hours of meetings. Soon 330pm comes and I'm on the field until 6pm. To then leave for team dinner right after and then more team meetings at 7pm. Then I do it again tomorrow.

 

That's a long day and it happens 6 times a week. You got to love this shit to wake up every day and want to get better. I am fucking addicted. I'm addicted to the feeling of waking up and knowing I can be better than I was yesterday. I love stepping on that field and I love showing you that I am better than you. I love when all the hard work I put in from every yesterday adds up to today. I am so driven to be great. I want to be better than you, I don't care who you are, I will be better than you.

 

The drive comes from success and rewards of success. When I kick a ball through those uprights or I smash a punt down the field and everyone screams and shouts my name, I eat that shit up. It fuels me every morning when that 730am alarm comes on and I smash the shit out of that button to start my day and be great again. I am great and I will always work to be greater tomorrow. I will do everything I can to be great. It is the most energizing mentality that no one can change when you're hooked. I am hooked on the feeling of success and I won't stop until I get it. I finally have purpose in my life. I quit drug addictions for this, I gave up my job for this, I have no money for this, all my chips are on the table and I am fired up. I won't stop until I reach my goals and then set more goals to reach after that. 

 

This feeling is not going to leave anytime soon and this is how I want to view my player in the VHL, Randy Bobandy. I want to show up every week and do everything I can to be better than you. I want Seattle to beat you every day because we wake up with the addiction of success and the desire to beat you every day. Bobandy ain't even close to being a legacy, he isn't even a first line center on his own team. That doesn't matter, he is determined show up every week and out work you until there's a red retired button beside his name. Bobandy is all in and coming for you. Bobandy will be great. Bobandy will be a legacy. Bobandy is a fucking G.

 

This was just me getting fired up for football and holy fuck I have never been so dialed in my life it fires me the fuck up!!!! So proud to be a mustang again and I won't stop working until you all see me on that big screen one day. It's funny to think how some people will read this and picture me as a meat head, or just another macho football guy, or even cocky just by talking like this... good. It's so fun to think about how nobody's opinions or thoughts affect me anymore. I will be great and I will show up everyday to be the best. I will be better than you. I have purpose. My purpose.

 

 

Edited August 18, 2023 by AJW