Claimed: Random Robbie Thoughts EP2 "Stupid Spending" [1/2]

[BluObieZ 1,125]

I think I stumbled upon something here. A new article series called “Robbie’s Random Thoughts” Last episode I wrote about boredom and how I am bored by many things. I had zero Idea where I was going with the whole thing till the end where I came to the realization that I was bored in general. If you are so bored that you are sitting in Tim Hortons online shopping for RANDOM things online then you have a boredom and spending issue. Is there help for this? Where can I fucking go? ISA? Insane spenders anonymous? Seriously! That is a true and honest fucking question. I find myself having a hard time explaining to my own self that why I buy the things I do. No I do not hoard. I am not a hoarder. My house is spotless clean even with a son that reminds me of myself when I was young (I was a messy kid) But I am not going to stop him from going out and being a fucking boy. He wants to go out and get muddy? Sure kid, go and do it. He wants to go out and play street hockey? FUCK YES! He wants to take his dads camera’s out and film action sequences and shit then edit it with me when I have time? UM SIGN ME UP!

 

But, yet here I sit having spent yet another $200 on shit on Amazon since my last article with no end in sight. I am waiting for this fucking friend of my mine. My wife is cool and all she isn’t like some wife’s who say “oh you can’t go out, you need to spend time with your family and shit” she knows I need to go out and let off some steam. I need to get out and see my friends. I spend time with her and my son all I can. Hell I took my son to see Star Wars opening night. He had school the next morning but fuck it. I left work early just to do it. My wife hates Star Wars so she did not come (Yeah I know. How can you not like Star Wars)

 

But yet instead of just leaving this shit hole coffee shop I sit here hoping my friend comes so I can go and have fun tonight. I don’t care about the 40min drive or the kilometers I put in my car. I don’t care about the time I sit here because I can edit and I love to edit. Time is something most people are worried about too much. No matter what you do with your life you still are a second, a minute, a hour or a day closer to the grave. It’s how you live your fucking life and how you spend that time that makes it a good life or a bad. Actually last week a person I worked with died. We don’t know details. He was 29 and was found face down. He had inner demons and battled shit. He was a great guy. He will be sorely missed both personal life by the people that knew him and at work. Why do I bring this up? Because well… It made me realize, life is as short as a blink of an eye. You never know when it was your last blink. Why not make every waking moment as best as you can. So don’t judge me for buying Follow focus for my camera and a new monitor for when I push dolly because the one I got six months ago I am bored by it. Or do not judge me for just now clicking “Buy with 1-Click” on a Rolex watch on Amazon which I will probably only wear maybe twice. Judge me because I am an asshole for pointing out foolishly I spend money because I do know foolish it is. But, I enjoy it.

Edited December 18, 2017 by BluObieZ

[DollarAndADream 3,357]

Review:

I mean, you could at least incorporate some thoughts about your VHL player into this, or league standings, etc etc. Maybe add a title on top, a picture in there too to make it look official.

I know you wrote it from your phone, so maybe go on the site later on the PC and just edit that other stuff in.

But, I can't let these articles be claimed if they continue to not have anything to do with the VHL.