Going Inactive

[twists 413]

Going Inactive

 

I want to say I won't go inactive again. I want everyone here to trust me and be able to count on me for their team, a league job, anything. I just can't guarantee it. I have a problem quitting on things I don't deem absolutely necessary when I run into road bumps in my life. It's been a weird start to the year for me. I took a new job out of necessity (long story) and I only kind of know what I'm doing. That's been really stressful, my relationship has been a little rocky the past few months, and most recently my cat got very sick. I somewhat implode when things aren't going "good". I cut out everything other than the specific things I need to focus on, then I choose to stress about them instead of doing activities, hobbies, etc. that would probably be helpful for me. I love doing yoga. I haven't done yoga since the start of the year. It's not just the VHL, I have a tendency to do this with everything.

 

I'm not asking you to trust me, or hell, even understand me. I just want to explain my side. I'm sorry to those teams I may have caused issues to. I'm sorry @KaleebtheMighty for not fulfilling my AGM duties, and disappearing. I wish I was a better person if that makes sense. Sometimes, I just shut down. Life is hard, but I don't make it any easier on myself by quitting on things. 

[KaleebtheMighty 1,539]

Real life matters more than this, @twists. You take care of yourself first. I will always stand by that statement, and the rest of Malmo’s locker room knows that too.

 

There’s no grudge or anything held on my side. It’s ok buddy. Take care of things on your end, Malmo’s locker room will always be open to you

[Banackock 8,133]

VHL is necessary wtf