I didn't know you had such a personal connection to this. Not trying to talk it down or make you feel worse, but there probably wouldn't have much you could do even if you made it there. I remember I was in grade 4 and every morning the teacher gave us a topic and we had to write in the journal. So the topic that day the teacher gave was write about what just happened in New York this morning. By the time we got to class in the morning on the west coast, it was already noon on the east coast. And I for sure knew my parents didn't watch the TV or listen to the radio for news when they wake up in the morning, and back then using Nokia dumb phones, we had no idea. And I didn't know what "terrorism" was when I was 7 years old. So when the teacher said something along the lines of planes crashed into buildings, I got all giddy and curious about it, and was sent to the principal's office for inappropriate behaviour or some shit