I actually enjoyed goalie so no I don't know the effects of getting bored with it, I saw it through and I liked the entire process. What about your first ever player? Inactivity on him still gets thrown into it as well. You've retired early in other leagues like I've said before, you may not think it means anything over here but it does play a part.
Smarter words? I'm not arguing here haha. I'm just giving the facts as you seem to be of the belief that the blue team would take you in a heartbeat or even allow you to be appointed a GM. When GM's take notice that your player and your actions are somewhat detrimental to the team and ship you off often, getting a look as a GM would be a very tough thought. Not saying you would never be a GM in the VHL history, but when you make a VHL Fan article saying "I will change and won't cost my team a good image" or what not and than a week later get banned, that says something about the approach. Not my issue though, you do you, but it ain't helping your cause.