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@Victor clearly I posted my message and have moved on while only defending being called a racist which I’m not.. I have nothing to do with anything else. I am part of nothing else. I have just sat here and watched and listened.. everyone has a right to make up their own mind and opinions and to be honest, nobody is wrong to feel however they decide to feel. I respect that. Please stop dragging me through this. I just want to go on. This has been difficult enough for me. Thank you for understanding this ??

That equality/equity picture is very interesting and definitely a good way to see things and such. I stood for all lives matter, as well as Black Lives Matter, but I really appreciate this post and it made me challenge my thought process with my original message. ALM is fine, but do not overshadow BLM. Sorry if the wording is poor.. I am agreeing with this post. Again, that picture was eye opening for me and put together some good sense. It was cool to see it displayed like that. Thank you for making this post @bigAL. As you said, ✌?+ To the world and all here.

I was going to wait until later to release a statement. I didn’t wake up this morning or go to bed last night thinking this would happen. I never ever had plans of stepping away. I feel like this is just a poor, poor misunderstanding where my wording was blown up and examined and taken out of context.. I don’t even know.. walking in circles.. especially seeing as my words came from the source itself.. I have given two years to the role as VHLM commissioner and as I mentioned, I never intended to step away ever.. and didn’t last night or this morning when I woke up.. I have missed family events, family suppers during Easter and Thanksgiving, Ive had situations where my grandfather passed away.. my girlfriend found out she has a tumor in May and very well could have cancer.. and my world is flipped upside down. The sadness I’ve had. The dreams I’ve had to which I wake up in the middle of the night with wet eyes crying.. and I was still here for the league, it’s members, the VHLM and my family who was the VHLM and it’s GM’s. I’ve never left. My activity has never lessened. I was always here at the moment of a ping, a mention, a message.. the moment my alarm rang at 0600 I was on and was here until the moment I put my phone down to go to bed.. I feel frustrated. I feel very heartbroken. I feel disappointed in the leadership and myself. I feel small. Similar to my Hall of Fame speech I got.. I was so excited to be recognized. I was so proud to reach that level. What I got was a very short, rambled paragraph on how I improved the league and am an asshole to some. I felt so incredibly small. I felt worthless. That I try so hard for everyone here to make this league as amazing as it is, as it’s become and as it will grow into.. and felt like it didn’t matter. I don’t know, VHL. Super sad day. I was booted without even being able to say good bye to people I spent all day talking with, helping.. they weren’t just GM’s.. they were my support.. closest thing to online pals and family I’ll ever have.. I am incredibly grateful for them.. With that being said, @VHLM GM , assistants and managers that I’ve had in the past.. I can’t name you all but every single one of you.. Thank you for the amazing 2 years. Yes, sometimes we disagreed. Yes, the M section was a UFC ring sometimes.. sometimes, you know, it even ended on bad terms a little bit and it was unfortunate because in the grand scheme.. I still have a spot for those people. We had many amazing times.. I’m sorry. I don’t even know how to properly thank you guys for being my family for all the hours, days and bad, happy and good times. I just want you all to know that I love you all as members and as people and it saddens me and breaks my heart. I’m really, really going to miss you guys and miss working/talking with you all each and every hour of the day.. I don’t know.. sorry this statement sucks.. VHL, VHLM.. thank you for the support. It’s because of you amazing people, all you different people, that have come together to make this place such an .. addiction. Such a strong hobby. Such a strong part of our lives.. it’s you guys that I always wanted to do right by. I put in the work and hours with the intentions to improve you and your experiences here. I’m not perfect. I’m so deeply sorry for the mistakes I’ve made and to anyone who have crossed swords.. I can’t thank you all enough I just don’t know how to express it and am struggling to find words to say.. I wish you all the best and all the love in the world. Keep making this place a better place than it was yesterday. Remember, mistakes happen. We won’t always agree and we’re such a large group of many differences but we all are here because we love this shit. You can still expect me behind DA BEARZ.. see you out there. Take care..

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gg @Greg_Di

This W broke the tie between Seattle Bears old “regular season” legend Jakab Holik And put Rayray #1 with 196 Bears win. Now 3 away (197 after today) from 200!

That’s an ass whooping. Ola was sleeping the first 10 games or whatever it was but damn he’s wild now! Right on @Dil

Big game!

Always enjoy these articles. Outsider looking in is one perception. Always cool to see the GM’s.

Another good battlep

Yay

Lol

W

Da BEARZ

I enjoyed this sig more before I noticed the dryer door circling buddy there, hehe.

Sweet

@Zetterberg

MOSCOW MOSCOW MOSCOW

Wow goalie battle. GG muff

Big W

Big game byboth

@Dil it was only a matter of time