Yes, it's you.
Based on Pro Leaders, yes. Based on stats, no. I get that it could be difficult to make the best list of players to put on the ballot, so I can understand why you'd make it simple for yourself the way that you did. But you don't have to take it so personally when I say "Gifford Shock doesn't deserve to be in the voting yet." (By this point in time, sure; five votes ago, not so much.) Also, Klose wasn't in the voting from the outset and he had more points than Shock last season.
You seem to be legitimately upset over this, and I'm sorry for that.