I think it’s normal to go through these phases when you do it every single time. Hell, I get tired of my partner, my job, hair and everything lol.
Eventually, imo, you give up on doing everything you can and begin doing what you want. Like, I don’t need to max. I miss the odd time. It’s a game. It’s an online simulation. It’s a community. Just enjoy it, dude. We’re allowed to take some days and weeks to ourselves as managers, league staff and all of that. We’re all a team.