it's been a while since i've felt super motivated to complete all of my tasks for the week. last week i took full advantage of the free week we were able to earn through the donation charity drive, but this week i have no such thing to fall back on. so here i am trying to vomit out 150 or so words that relate to the league. throughout the entire time we've been dealing with the covid pandemic, i haven't really felt much stress and anxiety. but as the time passes and things remain relatively the same as when it first started, i'm starting to feel it creep in, and i just have other things on my mind than trying to be the absolute top earner that never misses a single tpe. i put a lot of pressure on myself to be the perfect earner, and to be honest, i accidentally missed two tpe on this player a few weeks ago which kind of snowballed in to me almost not caring entirely. i'm not sure if the motivation to be that absolute maximum earner will ever return, or if i've just burnt myself out by putting way too much pressure on myself. in any case, i still love to see my player do well and will continue to earn at the best of my ability in order to fulfill that desire.