Definitely a good analysis on my part! I do in fact like getting in the shit and hitting people, with little regards to good or evil.
Although the characters I play in video game RPGs (like Warband, Skyrim, Dragon Age, etc.) are generally chaotic neutral, sometimes bordering evil. Dual wielding when possible! I'm all about saving the planet for the greater good, but I'm not above randomly stabbing an innocent person in the face for giving me sass, or just being ugly, or no longer being essential to any quests.
But hard ass leader paladin fits my VHL ruling style, so I like it!