im barely mentally stable enough to wake up in the morning, obviously im not stable enough to handle this site, especially now that i have no support system left for me. On top of that, yesterday I sat at a computer for an hour and a half, plenty of time to do something meaningful on the VHL, but i never had the desire to, which shows i dont really care at this point. Ive obviously lost all skills as a VHLM GM since prospects wont even message me back, ever since I went inactive the first time I havent had anything I've wanted to do that really makes me want to log in, and VHFL has become dull already. So i wash my hands of this site. If anyone needs access to the VHFL account or master sheet just send me an email i suppose and i will get it taken care of