Y'know, I'm not sure if this is necessarily "not caring." Perhaps it's not setting expectations for yourself and just going with the flow. Maybe it's just not setting yourself up for disappointment, or maybe you've lost that "novelty" aspect of the VHL. I've started to feel some of those things recently, but I don't think that I don't care anymore. I certainly care about Moscow, that Pearce at least isn't utter shit, and that we have a fun and engaging league that continues to grow and welcome new faces.
You don't strike me as someone who doesn't care, but rather one who has experience and wisdom, especially within the community. You're a steady presence to the league and a friendly face to all, with a solid legacy in the league's history. I'm happy to see you around every so often and enjoy our brief chats in the Bratislava LR. Hope you stick around for as long as I do