Agito

17 hours ago, Triller said:

@AgitoI obviously don't know much about your specific situation but I can only say that if you keep your head above water, it will get better.  In the moment it can feel like you are alone and that no one knows how you feel but remember, people have felt the same and no longer feel that way.  You can make it out of this funk just as they did.

 

I know my words might sound empty as you said, we are just strangers on the internet, but know that these words come from experience.  If you activily work towards the better, it will come.

 

Happy Halloween.

12 hours ago, jRuutu said:

Good day!

 

It's important to realize that you are never alone. No matter what you do or where you go, you have yourself. Instead of looking for comfort from strangers or anyone else - you should focus on finding comfort from deep inside. I highly recommend exercising regularly, eating the right things, and getting rid of bad habits. Stop playing video games. Stop watching tv shows. Stop simulation leagues.  Stop listening to music everywhere you go.

 

Listen to yourself instead of some terrible rock song. Start reading. Read about Stoicism, read the books "everybody should read", read whatever happens to interest you. Read. Instead of playing hours of video games before going to bed, read a book for an hour. Instead of talking for hours in the locker rooms - do something else, start a blog where you share your thoughts. Write poems, short stories, make stuff up, write your opinion on something. Do you have opinions? Get some. Share them in some way. Paint something. Do graphics.

 

Whatever you do,  always remember that the internet is the home of some of the unhappiest people you will ever meet. Simulation leagues are fun places, but you are still on the internet. Whatever you feel you will always find others feeling the same. If you are sad, you will find other sad people. Ignore these people.  There are no easy answers. You need to do everything by yourself. Nobody is going to help you to do anything. Start by getting to know who you are and start making changes, replace bad habits and bad behavior patterns with positive ones - you will see a change. Small steps.

12 hours ago, Daniel Janser said:

Hi @Agito,

 

I agree with Jruutu here for the most part. At the end of the day, it is you who must drag yourself out of the mire. As I am not familiar with your particular situation, I can only give you general hints.

 

Find out what bugs you. If you can change it, do so.

Learn to accept things, you cannot change.

Do not give a **** what people who you do not know personally think of you.

Be nice to the people who are close to you, do not waste your energy to try and impress people who will never be close to you.

Set small, achievable goals on a daily basis. This will give you positive vibes and motivation.

 

 

 

 

10 hours ago, Baozi said:

Hi @Agito

 

I can understand that feeling. While I don't know if I can help you at your phase currently, I'll be around if you just want to sit with someone, maybe listen to some music. I'm typically working but in between meetings I like to hang out and just play some music while I work. You're free to come join me and talk, or don't and we can just listen awhile together if that helps. No pressure, I find solace alot of times just being in the same room as others but not necessarily needing to interact with them.

 

Life is both amazing and hard at the same time and it doesn't come with instructions. What we choose to draw and the path we take is what defines us.

9 hours ago, UnknownMinion said:

Hey agito,

I understand the feeling of nobody being there to left you up in the world, it’s kinda a cold feeling. I been alone for years, building walls and disconnecting myself from the world, however waiting for everyone is someone who will come break down those walls. This world we live, love and learn in is Not as easy as it could be, I’m here if you ever just want to talk hockey or chat, I recommend finding music, for me when I feel lost and alone I listen to music the is relatable to build connections that everyone feels alone, but It doesn’t mean we can’t connect.

 

Yours truly minion

Thank you for your different opinions in this topic. It felt good to read all of this. I am someone who listens to a lot of music. Sometimes there are moments like this that we fall apart. This was one of those moments last night. Or I just needed moral support I guess. But I thank you for your time. I've taken down your sage advice. I will probably over time slip into your private messages to learn more about each person. It is obvious that you could not know my situation because I wrote in brief. I just poured my heart out.

Here are a few things that came out of my situation that made me fragile. 

You should know that I never really had a fatherly side. The classic as you might say. Leaving before I was born is a weight that makes certain elements of life a little more difficult. Because you have to learn certain things that normally you would have an easier time if someone was helping you at that moment. So I took my mother's father as an example. A man I am proud of. Unfortunately, I recently learned that he was very ill and that he didn't have long to live. I know that you have to live the moments until the last one but this makes me sad. On the other hand I finally learned who my real father was. I now know that he has cancer and has about 16 months to live. Another mental shock despite the fact that I never knew him. He is still my father unfortunately. Then I experienced a separation with my ex-girlfriend. I'm not the person with the most friends, I'm more of a person in the corner. Despite all that. These three events happened at the same time and caused me stress. Questioning. Loneliness as well as closing in on myself. I even lost weight afterwards. I can't say that it's a depression because I don't even know what a depression is. It seems to me that I wouldn't be if it was a depression. Anyway, I digress. I honestly wanted to thank you for these messages that made me feel good for a moment. 

I'm a pretty open-minded person so if you feel like talking. You can come on Discord or on the private messages of the Forum. I will try to be more careful with the forum.
 

Hello, I hope you are all well on this night, day, evening. For my part, I am not doing so well. I feel alone in every sense of the word. Of course I don't want to die. Don't worry about that. The VHL is above all a big family. Many of you know me by my nickname and my few actions within the VHL but nobody really knows each other IRL here. I think I'm looking for a little comfort somewhere. Of course I imagine some of you might say. It's not up to us to do it but to the people close to you. I could answer you that you are right but that sometimes it is better to seek the comfort of a stranger than to go to the family. You could of course judge this situation because you are within your rights. And that's what social networks are today, unfortunately, finally, I'm not here for that. I'm just happy to be part of this adventure. To be able to get to know some of you. I'm actually not the most active in the forum. I never know what to write on the forums. I'm not the best of writers either. I'm just Agito after all. The one that comes out of a VHL Rap paragraph like the one we don't really know and you're right. I'm often seen in the appropriate lockersrooms for the teams to which I belong. I am someone who has great respect for the Roleplay side of VHL. What I find unfortunate is that this is more or less respected. But hey, this is my point of view. It's not in this text. You see I'm already losing my mind writing anything that comes to my mind right now to occupy my boring and full of pitfalls life. Of course we are on the right day. It's Halloween. A party that deteriorates from year to year unfortunately. I'm at a stage where I'm physically and mentally tired. I can't see the end of the light yet. I don't have rigorous thoughts of suicide either. I'm just at a stage where I'm navigating the maze of my life. You may be one of the escapes who knows.

After more than a year of testing as a player. Maybe it's time I gave it a try. 

On 10/27/2022 at 12:16 AM, Blazzer said:

Answer 3 for 1 TPE, 6 for 2 TPE

Week Ending 10/30

 

 

1. It's the off season. How has it been for you?

 

2. Which is your favourite season?

 

3. How did you find the VHL?

 

4. What is your player's best attribute?

 

5. What's the best way to spend a relaxing evening?

 

6. How important is it to have support when committing to a hockey career?

1. It's going well! I'm going into the VHLE with almost 300 TPE or about 310.
2. The Summer.
3. Via Google Play. I was looking for a field hockey game on the Play Store and I found the application.
4. My team spirit I would say.
5. For me, I would say it's listening to music
6.  Of course 

@Keno

Hello ! The Warriors team is currently looking for a center like you on their roster at the Junior Showcase Tournament! You have a spot on the fourth trio if you want it! All you have to do is mention me by saying #BecomeaWarriors 

1 . I don't think we're going to do a sweep like in the first round. But we have our chances to qualify.

2. This is currently the case and it is 1-1

3.  I watch every Boston Bruins game

4.  I would say that Nikolas Kauppi or Alexander Stroheim could very well be the next MVP of Mexico! They are doing very good field hockey and we can see it in the results 

5. Seeing the evolution through the league with someone like him especially when you know where he comes from and he hasn't necessarily experienced the history of the VHL as a whole. He has managed to create his image around his and make his story known. He excels at being a GM and I'm glad I was able to bring someone like him to the VHL.

6.  Never in a million years. My favorite meal is Tacos. I couldn't stop eating my favorite meal.

Here is the official Roster of the Warriors team

C - @Mint@Big Newff@mrdicknurballz

LW -  @fonziGG@zgig

RW - @Ricer13@JB123@Vkobe-v

D - @Garsh@Spaz@Tyler@BolderMan123

G - @Jubis@Zetterberg
 

@YOU BETTER STOP STOP

Hi! I'm the GM of the Junion Showcase Warriors team that uses recruits/prospects during the VHLM off-season! If you are interested! I have a spot for you on the 3rd line! Feel free to let me know by writing #BecomeaWarriors and mentioning me! 

@xPro King Kiddx

The playoffs are already underway for the VHLM!  However, there is a mini-tournament starting soon! If you want you can join the tournament I have a spot in the top 9 of my team! Just mention me or quote the message saying #BecomeaWarriors
 

Player Name : Jeremy Swayman 
Render : Jeremy Swayman 
Team :  Rome 

Congratulations! @N0HBDY

I'm ready to make the warriors win again

Breaking News : What is the true face of Spartan!

Contributing to the Shaw curse is probably a big regret for me. Sometimes there are situations that cause people's experience to be destroyed and I am totally sorry if you had a bad experience. I have to say that I left because I didn't like the system before this one. The one today is very interesting and complete. Especially for new players, who can afford to earn more TPE without necessarily being a graphic designer or a great writer. The way the system was set up before did not make people want to play, because there was no great strategy for people who were not talented writers or graphic designers. Going up to TPE with 6 TPEs every week? Impossible to make a good season and still about 8-9 seasons at most 11 seasons. It was very complicated to do something good. When you see that the staff can afford TPE. You see the big difference and it doesn't make you want to continue because you know that you won't get the 1000 TPE. Anyway, that was the player's side. Concerning the Gming, this is another world. You know the aspects behind it. I may not have been as ready as I am today as a Toronto agm. Minion is a great person to work with because the communication was there. However, I had very little experience with this. I didn't know the team I was working with very well so it's very hard to know where to start when you're an unknown. I couldn't give confidence to the players when I didn't know where to give confidence to the unknown. So that's why I left the GMing position.
 

And I'm still sorry to have participated in the continuation of your curse. 

I hope on my behalf that you can understand the details that consider this excuse. 

As a player, as an assistant. As a human being, I hope you had a great experience as a member of the Geneva! If you feel like talking, you can send me a private message on the forum or on Discord: Agito#4842 

Sincerely Agito / Tommy Julien AGM of Toronto / Jeremy Swayman player of Kings of Mexico.

Interessed 

On 9/19/2022 at 12:15 PM, Thunder said:

Press Conference

Week ending 09/25/2022

(Answer Questions for 2 Capped TPE!)

 

1.  One third into the season and we are holding up in last place.  Are you disappointed in your player?  What changes are you planning on making to your build if any?

 

 

2.  How much of an impact do you see the teams’ struggle will affect your value to the E and VHL?

 

 

3.  Womp Womp Womp… continues to dominate on defense.  What do you think his diet consists of to be such a destroyer?

 

 

4.  Nanashi Mumei and Quinn Saint-Willes are on the Defensive Leaderboard.  How quickly will they move up the leaderboard and represent Mexico City as top defenseman?

 

 

5.  What VHLM team will fall victim to Mississauga?  (Better not be Mexico City!)

 

 

6.  What is your favorite candy?

1. For the time being, I am quite disappointed with my performance. Compared to last season, I feel like I'm not playing very well unfortunately 

2. Given my position. I think I would bring a good additional balance to the Dragon Guardian of Rome 

3. Well, since we are in Mexico, I would say that his diet is composed by the Tacos emblem!

4. Every day is different with the teams we face. So I think they'll get there on time at the end of the season

5. No idea

6. Skittles Sour  

This season could be interesting. Looking forward to seeing the next updates.

D - Wattson Power @v.2

D - Asher Reinhart 

@v.2

G.A.A Trophy !