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(If you know who I am talking about please do not mention their name. Thank You.)

 

Hello VHL,

 

Today a bring to you something very private that's been going in my life. In English I had to write a narrative essay about a secret of mine and I wanted to share that with all of you. Please give me all the criticism and complements you got and most of all enjoy. Thank you.

 

I Have Fallen In Love With Someone Thousands Of Kilometers Away From Me

Jordan Tonn

 

    January 11th, 2020, the day that we first spoke. The first day I felt something that I've never felt before. As days, weeks and months continued to pass the feeling never went away. It was a feeling of love that was breaking into my heart. I didn't try to fight it off as it entered, I let the feeling invest in my soul. As we spoke about each other's upbringings we learned that we were about 5,000 kilometers away from each other. The feeling I had of love and calmness slipped away quickly. However, as I looked at the screen, I saw the rest of my life flash before my eyes. 

 

Questions started to arise, what if I never get a chance to meet her? What if overnight she removed me from her life? The what-ifs continued to cross my mind. But as the days, weeks, and months continued to pass and with us talking every day the what-ifs started to slip out of my mind. As I laid in bed, I questioned whether we would ever be able to meet and be together physically. Having that question in my mind at times was almost unbearable. I couldn't comprehend the feeling of us never meeting.  

 

As I reflect on our relationship I realize that I am the luckiest person alive. Even if we may not be able to meet for a few years, or ever, our relationship has flourished. I couldn't be more thankful. I am forever grateful to have her in my life. She is attentive, caring, considerate, cheerful, forgiving, honest, kind, humorous, and a fantastic listener.

 

When my best friend died recently she was there for me. I was in my lowest of lows and she helped me get through it “It’s going to be hard for a while. That's okay. It’s okay to be confused or lost or sad or mad or a mix of everything. It's okay to feel numb even. It’s all normal, take it day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute you’ll get through it. It will take time. That's okay. Mourning and healing is a process and not a real fun process but a needed one.”  Those words stuck with me through it all. They got me through the treacherous time and without her I'm not sure I would have gotten through it. She brings a copious amount of joy to my life. When she told one of her friends that we were together, the joy and humor that came out made me feel amazing. This is the dialogue:

“Sh*”

“What's up?” 

“So things happened, good things” 

“OMG YOU AND CANANADA BOY THINGS!??!?” 

“Yeah”

“ARE YOU TOGETHER???”

“We official again”

“YAY OMG YESSSSSSS”

“lmaoooo”

“LETS GOOOOOOOO” 

As I read their dialogue to myself over and over I feel so loved and cared for. That people are excited for us. These are just two examples of how loving and caring she is for me, but there is a lifetime of memories ahead of us.

 

She is the love of my life. I can't wait for the day that I can meet her. I can't wait to be close to her. My love for her is out of this world. I would walk thousands of kilometers just to be near her. She is the most beautiful person I've ever met and I can't wait for what the future holds. There is hope in the future. There is hope that one day we will see each other face to face. I will always keep that in mind.

 

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